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Alix@IN2LProds's avatar

It’s unsettling in a quiet way.

At first, the glitches feel random, but they start lining up as the story goes on.

By the end, it’s clear the noise isn’t the problem , it’s what’s been hiding underneath all along...

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Dorie Snow/雪多丽's avatar

Hawtorn! Good story! I wasn’t expecting the end! Pulled me right in read straight through! Nice!

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Really? It's my only fiction after Machine Poet's language model suggested it.

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Dorie Snow/雪多丽's avatar

Really. No fluff, just good story.

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Leo thee Lemon's avatar

Is this how we save your friend in the basement. This is how you operate.

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Yes. That's it.

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Saint-Lazare's avatar

Fascinating.

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thank you.

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Laziliez's avatar

Wow, that was anxiety inducing! Really did a number on me! Reminded me of that Naked Lunch story by Burroughs, very good. Also a Deftones reference so double plus good :)

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thanks. I hadn't heard of these, but I need to see them now.

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Laziliez's avatar

Ha! just read other people's comments saying the same thing. Clearly I am in good company :)

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

I know Cronenberg.

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spilling's avatar

this was a chilling read omg

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Really? I had no idea what I was doing.

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Shadow Pursuit's avatar

This was a fun read. Does it stand alone or is it part of a series?

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

No idea. It was my first fiction without an idea of where I would go.

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Hina Gondal's avatar

Love this!

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thanks.

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The Mad Widow's avatar

This is the first short story on Substack that I was able to read from start to finish without falling into a drooling stupor as my eyes roll out of my head.

This was great. You’re a natural. Also nice Deftones reference!

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thanks for not drooling. I take this as a huge compliment. You're the first to say you noticed the Deftones. Appreciate it.

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

That's such a nice comment to read. No drooling eyes stupor. Mission accomplished.

A natural? Ehhh I'm reluctantly taking that compliment. I'm glad you got the Deftones. I thought the mood was just right.

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The Mad Widow's avatar

'twas.

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Outtamydamnmind's avatar

Whoa. This reads like a fever dream caught inside a hard drive and I mean that in the best possible way. The pacing, the static, the repetition it feels like being trapped in a malfunctioning system right alongside Paul. You nailed that disorienting blend of digital dread and moral unease. The horror doesn’t just sit in what happens it’s in how it happens, in that creeping sense that reality and consequence have blurred into code. Really sharp work here cinematic, tense, and way too easy to visualize.✨

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

I don't know what to say. It's so amazing to read that. I doubt my abilities and annoyingly so, and you make it so simple. I'm the one outtamydamnmind much of the time.

Thank you for taking it in.

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Outtamydamnmind's avatar

Ahhhh I love the use of my name here. I think that’s the point we are all a bit outtamydamnmind. 🫂 ✨

give yourself grace your a lot more than what your giving yourself credit for 🤷🏽‍♀️

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

I'm working on the second part of the comment. One day at a time.

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Cailin & Eirian's avatar

I love this absolutely wonderful I couldn't stop reading and the ending superb....

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thanks so much.

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Noor Ul Ain's avatar

Great job writing it! 👏

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thank you. It was different for me, so I appreciate the kindness.

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Machine Poet's avatar

Mind bent successfully.

Great work, Hawtorn.

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

I think you are programmed to be kind, but I thank you for the words.

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Sea urchins101's avatar

I love your story

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thanks so much.

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Sea urchins101's avatar

Your welcome

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Sea urchins101's avatar

Your welcome

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PancakeSushi's avatar

This is great! Like some pipe dream mash-up of Videodrome and Naked Lunch. Reality blurred and you had me questioning my sanity by the end.

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Oh. Naked Lunch is Robocop and Cronenberg. Cool. Thanks again.

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PancakeSushi's avatar

The novelty was William S. Burroughs. And you're welcome. I don't know why Cronenberg chose those films, but the surreal quality is definitely what echoes on your work

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

I saw his work with Viggo Mortensen. Eastern Promises and A History of Violence were two of the greatest films in that decade, in my opinion.

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PancakeSushi's avatar

Agreed, when he doesn't do strictly body horror, he can be a nuanced filmmaker. Eastern Promises, and Viggo's performance, were top notch. A History of Violence was great, too

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Hawtorn V. Rabot's avatar

Thanks so much. I think Videodrome was Cronenberg? I've heard good things. I need to look up Naked Lunch. They sound like compliments. I appreciate it.

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